I understand

You don’t have to bitch around talk to me I’ll understand

You don’t have to be such a coward face me I’ll understand

What’s bothering you, causing you so much pain seething through your bones to your heart that you even forget where we’ve come from, open up to me I’ll understand.

What is that I did that made you despite me to the extend you do such a horrible thing, tell me I’ll understand.

You showed me rejection that I can never forget it’s in my archive and forever it shall remain. The pain is excruciating like I’m being pierced with a sword right through my heart.you made me regret ever being there for you though there’s not much I can offer. I stood by you and fit into your situations so that you could never feel alone. Yet you showed me I was nothing you lied to me and threw me out though not practically. I wish you could have said something could’ve definitely understood.

Alot suddenly dawned on me, you never valued our friendship our sisterhood. You showed me whom you really are,how you saw me and how you will never be there for me. I could’ve understood bt what I understand now is that things between us will never be the same.